Unposted bolg entries!

I go to sleep every night with all of these thoughts that I want to blog down but never do cause if I turn my computer back on I know I'll be on it for another hour or so.. The one before this was something I thought of last night.I truly am happy in my life right now. Although I wish I were doing more things in my life that involved a little more creativity. I really want to take improve classes it looks really fun. Also I want to take some kind of martial arts of some sort. I just don't want to do all this shit alone but I know if I try and wait for someone to join me I'll be waiting forever. I also am thinking about getting a second job just for a little extra cash. I want to bartend. It looks like so much fun but I would only want to work in a gay bar.. I can't work with the straights!! No thank you!