Pt. 2

I really am so in love with you but I don't know if I have the strength to wait till you come around. I honestly think I would rather be single and alone then to have my heart constantly shattered by you. It sucks! I'm so confused cause I know you love me and I know you want me to be in your life. It's just I feel like what I'm trying to accomplish with you is fruitless. You feel what you feel but you don't show how you feel. You say all these thing to me but you never show it. Maybe I'm being naive, maybe I'm want to believe you, I don't know how to feel right now. Its like I'm no longer mad at you, I want to be with you but at the same time I want to leave you but I'm still waiting for you to come around. Love sucks! This shit is so confusing.I really need to think about thing. I am really glad we had that fight. It cleared a lot of things between you and I but it sucks cause I think it made you even more distant from me then you were. It really feels like I'm fighting a losing battle. IDK... I'm only going to say this once more. The only thing I want from you is for you to love me. I don't want anyone else I only want you! I only want to love you! That's all. The end.